It feels as though I'm walking in a maze. My life changes, things evolve, and each turn brings me to...what? Nothing. THere are so many people who have less than I, and here I am complaining.
Wait. I've been here before. It's not a maze. It's...a spiral. When I feel I've just come back to a place I've been before, it's not so. I am in a familiar spot...but at a higher level. It has to be true. I HAVE learned. I HAVE grown. I AM different. And yet...another frustration.
I guess I can safely say that I"m not so unusual in that respect? And still sometimes I feel like the only screw-up. That is how I feel, not who I am. I just have to remember that.